Cannot meet the air

There are some things that are not do not know who to turn to, but can not say.Previously seen a TV series called "Moon", in the sequel such a scene: Days after the snow falling to the bottom of the cliff face of the kind of Yin Feng, snow days, pain has been eroding the body and heart, but she Yin Feng, or has been in and about the people she loved the story, from acquaintance to love, from love to leaving, she has been speaking, although with it being a pain. Yin Feng asks her not to talk about this, because she almost had no strength to talk about this. Snow day told her: "She should have been go on, so she will feel loved, once hated, so she could have been recalled, by this point to go on living." She had been telling her love, support her through the back of this weak breathing louis vuitton damier ebene canvas thames pm n48181 lv bags 
I envy her, really admired her for her share of pain in my tears, I love but find a man admired her to tell her once, after all that time was willing to listen, and fell in love with that person the hero of her mouth, we can see, listen to how people listen carefully, so carefully listen to her, bit by bit. I like the Yin Fung, because she kind of people did not have the courage, she was in love with the people who have never seen, and her carefully, as there is so courage.My turn to say something, I did not find a love for people to tell me, because I do not trust them, because they had been so trust me, those close to them told me the love, come to me to tell, is constantly complaining about . They are too easy to believe me, but I still do not want to believe them. Although I was strictly the secret, and does not comfort them when, but I still want to believe them, the secret equal exchange.I like a boy, the boy and I say only a few words, he has encouraged me, but also to comfort me, but also praised me, saying that I was so happy ... ... maybe he was just standing on the location of the students told me that I had heard many times, then I always think he is special to me, always self-deception. Later, when I want to tell him that I suddenly remembered I was lying to myself, so now I do not dare say, and very scared ... ...I did not know I was kind of like him, like a child's desire to snack, I always think of him, I even dreamed that he refused me, and I ran away crying. And I know he will not like me, high school, I have not been popular, looked fat, not beautiful, only a few people are willing to be my friend, he is one of them. The real acquaintance between us is still a month away from the entrance when the time of their own good time always smiling, he said I was happy. He did not know I was not happy, sleepless nights, my heart is also very impulsive. I remember that time when their in the study up and cried, everyone knows, when the tears as if I drank so much water has flow.These things I still can not find someone that will be, although there are a lot of people are willing to listen to where I was complaining, but also to those who do not listen to me happy, but I do not want to say, sometimes hard to hold back the very time also by the only a few words down on paper so that only I understand. I do not know who to turn these things said, friends are great trust in me, but I'm afraid they helped me Mangla red line, I fear to lose in those busy this fall's crush my beautiful, so far, I still like him. One more person in this world know, it is not a secret ... ... I think I will bring into the marriage, the secret, no one will know, I would not say to whom to listen.louis vuitton damier azur canvas neverfull mm n51107 lv bags I am not afraid to listen to the people and fell in love with Yin Feng, like him, I'm afraid that I did not love days for the snow so much, and my love can not stand that it was so insignificant.Really, I can not stand that part of said crush, one that will burst, and can not meet the air