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He went home for two months, the door is not no second door step. Three meals a day is not done to help me take care of the garden. Jing Xiaxin occasionally look at the news or drama, if to the emotional place, he not only goosebumps and also into my point of views.Usually, he's not seen sloshing figure, Zhayi sticky at home, I pour a little difficult. The winter he can be gentle as a cat, curled up in the room, motionless. Guess he was extremely tired, or the house like a hotel for a little rest?This change of heart of men, so how do I say? He has a lot of condescension, no awe-inspiring to me yelling, and more convergence of the face from his own arrogance. Then high-spirited, do not know what name the man now come down to what extent, any man in every possible way the temptation to incite not Qucourenao.This is my heart for him? Is our eyes him?Sweet Basil people say prodigal son, who is currently willing to believe in him? I recall the old abandoned children's lives and the expense of his natural teeth is hate, grief boiled over. Now he stick by my side day and night, and the meticulous care of my serve, I did not mean that happiness, on the contrary, the heart was aching swallowed.It was agreed that he's very handsome long, resembles the level of the actor Zhang Fengyi. He was very intelligent and very careful, when the account at the bank, did not made a mistake, unfortunately, unfortunately, he took the wrong way - love and lust to play on a bet, and his own youth handed over to the dark age a small corner. Since then, his life rewritten.When we got married, his wife left his mother tube daughter, any changes are saved per side not to his heart. Only his mother will die when the child to his sister. Our daughter gave birth to suffer from chronic illness, could not walk more than three years old, sickly, climb all day long tilted his head on my shoulder. I went to the above, or carrying a child to the hospital, holding children, factory work and the children slept alone in the dormitory.Light bulb at home on the ladder for me, fire burning firewood I hit coal. Inside and outside of the size of the things that he did not speak too Yigai heart, too sad to go home that he lost but also finding fault naughty. To this end, his father had with his brother. We are secretly worried about the direction of our marriage. Can not but come to their senses and his hated me. Ten years of marital relationship, although not strange bedfellows, but I have been to the heart of his exclusion is far, far away.louis vuitton utah leather shawnee mm 
People's patience is limited, as a normal woman, I was no exception. Every grief divorce, he moved with friends and family mediation and the mediation team leader, and kneel on the ground vows to cut back on its word, if hand, the fact and the result?After three days of continued itching palms, according to the days of gambling is not a wrong to the children over to test. My skin is a very traditional woman, even though the divorce has become fashionable, I would not drum can not afford this kind of courage, but who think that with all the same.If a man luck, even if married eight times, is the shameless liar is not met, married again, but a repetition of tragedy. Therefore, Be smart, do not bother, white hard time and energy not as something to live free. Of course, if the repentance years later he learn to help themselves, then you are the happiest woman in the world. Not to say plum blossom from the bitter cold, wind and rain is a rainbow after it? I am a devout woman, except with the patient, only his own life to God.This winter and spring recovery in my life, but also a major turning point in my destiny.He finally turn over a new leaf, and I was faced with extremely difficult choices.Children away, with him not a day too comfortable, I do not know what his place is worthy of my worth to stay? Approaching middle age, he will own a dead end, but I just started the road, unencumbered, I want to fly out of his world outside, and he once again honor such a miserable home, this is not God and I just kidding?His behavior can not call me sour ah! Six in the morning to get up, cleaning, get busy stove until the rice is cooked Caichao good. The purchase of spare bits at noon, afternoon, good hit drained coal ash in the evening I sat on the sofa surrounded by fire, said complaints that. Even if I absent-minded, but also put a listen to them. At the moment he became a wounded king admired, became a helpless child. I gave him half a chance, so why care about it more this time?
Win their hearts and repent as long as he completely, and I also play the role of his wife. Are coming to the last, and then will not have this urgent overnight. Friends call, reminders I think that good? I really made us the truth of my child's father home.Friends say that I finished immediately connected. I laughed and said, let me have yet to meet people finished it? He asked me in the end did not schedule an appointment? I said to him settled.He used to always ignore the feelings of my actions, because he understood, rest assured that I will not betray his trust. Recently heard the message alert tone or the phone rang, his eyes full of suspicion. Made me extra cautious, no matter how he is the man ah me sharing a bed, a day the couple hundred days grace, not to mention our children? Really do not want position of vulnerability against him. Late at night, he went to bed early, pretending to smoke and not cope askance at me chat. He vulnerable, and he did not confident, I placed all his hope?In addition to family and me, his hands empty, nothing. He must have thought, I have to leave sooner or later. But I can tell that he sincerely would like to seize this moment I even make up at all costs. Love to the end, turning back, no hope of love to let go of it!I said to him, then he should be fresh. But he told me then how was it? He thought I was never the situation today?My whole body disease recurrence, and not his victims, nor he added, is the old trouble years ago. He is also accompany me to the hospital and was brought back to help me hang the needle, and also being, with diet and engage in too much, I can not stand. He was punished, he deserved such a fate, his only himself to blame! When the cheering applause for my friend, my heart like a spilled bottle flavors.Destroy or save him? I once again into confusion positions. He saw me to be his, as always, his face getting better. Looked on his arms every night, I slept not practical, and facing the child on a daze. I toss and turn that he is very uneasy, on several occasions, he wants to push me. I quickly hugged his neck that cold! He was silent a long while, and finally pull pumping light boring smoke. I asked him still love me? He moved her lips, look, just like that, afraid I do not love him!I pointed to his forehead, learning lines in the drama of a million years say love him, never change! He said I'm almost kidding him, he did not mind and I hide and seek. I took the opportunity to say that it would be good He Hao San, a husband and wife are also considered. His face at once gloomy: "I know not keep you. So many years, I did not stand in the position you consider that I let you down. If you want a good time to go, I can not give you happiness as long as people can give , you take care on the line. "If just the impact point, timely phone rang, this time to remember the agreement. We do not sleep that night, know it comes from a meeting engagement handle, said his daughter was born and from the wedding, adding to the seven-year itch, the pain of ten years, including the wrenching day affair, many of them recalled the scenes of a beautiful . He shed tears, I cried. He said the time for not a trace of flash, and he does not care ... well good sore ... I said nothing to me, is chilling not move his back the old me ... ...We cried laughing, snuggling with him, sigh, the heart is ever so close.At dawn, make lunch and then continued infusion. Noon, pulled out the needle, I want to say hello to him to go to the county, if not go home late. He did not rebuke as they used to do what is important, it is ill and I have not had to go drag. Reminders only reluctantly, but also like unless: "Go, safety first, the road must be careful." Asked him not to accompany me? He said the day of the week, I go for a good meat dishes that he prepared the afternoon, the kids go home to eat hot pot.louis vuitton monogram canvas neverful pm I was restless all day, a friend tried to stay one night break. I say life is waiting for it man! Waved in the car. Home has been daytime, the room lights, an unpleasant smelling strongly from. He does not drink ah, the children broke the bottle it? Three-step and make two steps in, found him upside down in bed, on the ground in ruins.Table full of kids pick up dirt residue.His blood red eyes, slurred speech to himself. I shouted to the child, the diameter went over to let his half against the bed. Filling a cup of tea and gave him and then beat a bit of his face, Then he was a little sober."You're only old rogue, the doctor said you high blood pressure, coronary heart disease, can not drink, do not you have the taboos of our Niangliang think. But you have done what this bastard? Rest of my life are not on the Rotary mud wall, others are to see the joke in our house, you do not live up to expectations a little? people buried tomorrow, wish you were dead drunk! I insisted all these years is hard for whom? you really want to set me and my children happy you hopeless situation ? Do you or people you, you have men like it? where you go before marriage vows? you or I have to entrust my whole life? "I beat him furiously, pulling the child also could not suppress any of their own emotional grief ."I'm late, I'm done ... ... I know you did look down on me, coming back this time you are perfunctory stall, you are in contempt for me from beginning to end. I mixed back, and live, and also can not live. I deliver myself will free you. Do not worry, I will not drag you back, I still almost the same debt. You can get married with children ... refreshing ... Do not worry about me, let me go drink slept, I feel awful ah! so useless to live what is the point? not as good as dead, dead to the end of it ... ... "He groaned in pain."Home in, we hope, me and the children in, your everything is immortal. For us to pull ourselves together! We now encounter difficulties, and can we have a strength and heart ah! You said that you would be my hero rather than an outright bear, Do not you remember? "I helped him, sought to calm him down, and I myself almost falling down flaccid paralysis."Dad, you really do not believe mother? If she ignores your existence, leave early, and also keep it doing here?" The child gave him a wet towel.He wiped his eyes feebly, and then at us, cracked lips and smiled a bit far-fetched.